Friday, July 15, 2005

Danny Wilson - Mary's Prayer

This song is so Catholic! Haha. Not really, but this is one of those songs that keeps me in the happy dreamy mood. Bet it does that to you too! ;)

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Mary's Prayer
by Danny Wilson

Everything is wonderful
Being here is heavenly
Every single day she sends
Everything is free

I used to be so careless
As if I couldn't care less
Why did I have to make this mess
When I was Mary's prayer

Suddenly, the heavens roared
Suddenly, the rain came down
Suddenly, was washed away
The Mary that I knew

So when you find somebody to keep
Think of me and celebrate
I made such a big mistake
When I was Mary's prayer

So if I say save me, save me
Be the light in my eyes
And if I say ten Hail Mary's
Leave the light in heaven for me

Blessed is the one who shares
Your power and your beauty, Mary
Blessed is the millionaire who shares your wedding day

So when you find somebody to keep
Think of me and celebrate
I made such a big mistake
When I was Mary's prayer

So if I say save me, save me
Be the light in my eyes
And if I say ten Hail Mary's
Leave the light in heaven

Save me, save me
Be the light in my eyes
And if I say ten Hail Mary's
Leave the light in heaven for me

If you want the fruit to fall
You have to give the tree a shake
If you shake the tree too hard
The bough is gonna break

And if I can't reach the top of the tree
Mary, you can blow me up there
What I wouldnt give to be
When I was Mary's prayer

So if I say save me, save me
Be the light in my eyes
And if I say ten Hail Mary's
Leave the light in heaven

Save me, save me
Be the light in my eyes
And if I say ten Hail Mary's
Leave the light in heaven

Save me, save me
Be the light in my eyes
What I wouldn't give to be
When I was Mary's prayer

What I wouldn't give to be
When I was Mary's prayer
What I wouldn't give to be
When I was Mary's prayer

War of the Worlds

Image hosted by Photobucket.comI went to watch War of the Worlds yesterday at the new GSC (One Utama) with a couple of my friends and it was the best sci-fi movie I have watched. I've heard people say that the ending kinda suck, so I braced myself throughout the show expecting it. But as it turned out, the ending was a good closure (think M. Night Shyamalan ;)) to the movie.

My verdict? Go watch the movie, it's worth the 10 ringgit.

Monday, July 11, 2005

No Longer A Teen

Image hosted by Photobucket.comMy transition from teenagehood into young-adulthood begun exactly an hour and twenty-two minutes ago. So now I am officially a twenty-year old. :) Strangely this year I feel indifferent on my birthday... Hmm. Must be the exam stress. Oh yeah, my exam's tomorrow (PY101) and Wednesday (EN102). Hehe. OK. Got... to... stop... blogging... now *peels hands off keyboard* and go study. Yayness. :D

p/s: thanks guys (you know who you are! :)) for your birthday wishes! I can't wait for the exams to be over. *sigh* ;)

Seeds/Birds/Rocky Places/Thorns/Good Soil

It was a very fruitful session for me yesterday at Potter & Clay. The topic was on the Word of God (a.k.a. the Bible) and the the key passage for the bible study was the Parable of the Sower (Matthew 13:1-8):

Image hosted by Photobucket.com1That same day Jesus went out of the house and sat by the lake. 2Such large crowds gathered around him that he got into a boat and sat in it, while all the people stood on the shore. 3Then he told them many things in parables, saying: "A farmer went out to sow his seed. 4As he was scattering the seed, some fell along the path, and the birds came and ate it up. 5Some fell on rocky places, where it did not have much soil. It sprang up quickly, because the soil was shallow. 6But when the sun came up, the plants were scorched, and they withered because they had no root. 7Other seed fell among thorns, which grew up and choked the plants. 8Still other seed fell on good soil, where it produced a crop—a hundred, sixty or thirty times what was sown..."

I've always thought that this verse refers to us Christians as the seed, and it implies that we need to grow tall (i.e. reaching God) and to be strongly rooted in God's word. But as I reflected on this passage, I realised that this verse might also refer us Christians as either the birds, rocky places, thorns or good soil! And the seed(s) refers to people that God brought to our lives (i.e. either in church/youth ministry) to be looked after.

Do we see ourselves like the birds who took advantage of the seed? In other words, are we welcoming new people for the purpose of their use, and not for the sake of their soul? Or do we see ourselves as rocky places without much soil, where fellowship and bible study are on the mere surface? So although our members might know the bible in and out, when trouble (i.e. persecution/times of trials) comes their faith withers because the fellowship is merely on the superficial level and not on a deeper, personal and more rooted level. Or are we like thorns which suppress the growth of our members because of our self-righteous or holier-than-thou attitudes, judging others without looking at ourselves first? Lastly are we like good soil, which allows people to transform from their seed capsules to beautiful golden wheat (i.e. life change)? Thus when people grow deeper in faith, naturally through word of mouth; multitudes come to have their own life changed.

Amen.

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

8 Simple Rules For Dating

This blog has been collecting dust for almost a month now. :D Here's something I plagiarize from a tract I got from Lifeline College & Young Adults Ministry entitled: 8 Simple Rules For Dating. It's based on the book "Christian Courtship In An Oversexed World: A Guide For Catholics" and Joshua Harris' "I Kissed Dating Goodbye" I think this tract is pretty cool! If you have any feedback, I'd love to read it. :)

Here it is:

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RULE #1: DON'T DATE IF YOU'RE NOT READY

Modern research confirms that our brains don't fully develop until age 25. Hold off till you're emotionally mature and financially able to enter into a committed relationship and discern marriage.

For everything there is a season under heaven
Ecclesiastes 3:1

Rule #2: DON'T DATE FOR EXPERIENCE
It's healthy to develop friendships with persons of the opposite sex. Exclusive dating however, has the purpose of discerning marriage. When this purpose isn't clear, dating becomes a game where feelings get hurt and purity compromised. Experience in the game won't make you a better marriage partner. Instead, the emotional roller-coaster of intimacy and break-ups may build up instability or cynicism in your heart.

Don't go after your lusts but keep them in check
Sirach 18:30

Rule #3: PREPARE YOURSELF

Do not become preoccupied looking for a life partner. Singleness is not a curse! Guard against temptation through prayer, Scripture reading and the Sacrament of Reconciliation. Seek healing for emotional scars that may affect future relationships. Learn to love generously and unselfishly as your family and church responsibilities expand. Embrace singleness as a chance to serve the Lord.

An unmarried person is concerned about the things of the Lord, how he may please the Lord
1 Corinthians 7:32

Rule #4: BUILD FRIENDSHIPS FIRST

Don't rush. Don't date someone on the rebound. Take a good look at why he or she broke up from a previous relationship. If the person is a two-timer or jumped from one relationship to another because, "I didn't feel anything anymore", you're asking for trouble. Many want to play the romanticised role of the hero who rehabilitates the guy or girl but they end up getting hurt in the end.

You and I were create in the image of God and through baptism restored in His likeness. If your hormones control your head, you've degraded yourself to the level of an animal and set yourself up for future unchastitiy and marital infidelity.

Friendships take time and are built on common values and interests. If your relationship with the Lord is important, look for someone who shares that priority. Although there is no strict prohibition against non-Catholics, be aware and cautious of difficulties arising from differences in beliefs. Also, be careful of non-practising Catholics!

At this stage of relationship, expression of feelings should remain on the level of kindness and consideration as you come together as friends 2 or 3 times a week.

Do not be yokes with those who are different, with unbelievers. For what partnership do righteousness and lawlessness have?
2 Corinthians 6:14

Rule #5: SEEK ADVICE
Find a God-fearing person of the same sex that you look up to, and go to him or her for guidance about the relationship. Family input and other's perception of the relationship are important to overcome your own possibly biased perceptions.

It's a naive product of our individualistic society to think that the family won't be involved in the relationship. Invite the other person to visit your family and vice versa. If you have to keep your relationship hidden, perhaps you already know he or she is bad news. Honour parents by introducing the person you are dating to them. Observe how the other person treats his or her own family, as it's likely to be how he or she will treat you when the romance tapers off.

Without counsel plans go wrong, but with many advisors, they succeed
Proverbs 15:22

Rule #6: AVOID OVER-DATING
In an exclusive dating relationship, 3 or 4 meetings in the week and phone calls every other day is find. Dropping half your life so you can be with a person every night of the week is a sign of co-dependency. Balance your life or the relationship will get smothering and stale.

Forsake not an old friend, for a new one does not compare with him
Sirach 9:10

Rule #7: DRAW PHYSICAL PARAMETERS
Ladies, respect yourself and set high standards. Pre-marital sex, heavy petting and kissing that lead to sexual arousal are out. Communicate your expectations. Don't submit to something you're not comfortable with. If he pressures you, he doesn't respect you; he's not interested in you but in your body. If you depend on physical pleasure to feel close to him and have not learnt how to express love in other ways, the relationship will soon fizzle out. It's an old saying that men trade love for sex and women trade sex for love. Once the guys scored, be ready to become yesterday's chewing gum.

Cohabitation, even without sex, puts yourself into temptation. If you started off as platonic housemates, move out. Never spend the night together. Even if "nothing happens", you've set a bad example for couples who may be morally weaker. You also open yourself to the accusation and scandal that Christians are morally loose.

Don't leave lots of your belongings at the other person's place which suggest you're already permanently part of his or her life. Giving each other expensive presents can also be manipulative and make it difficult for the other to really discern if you're the right person to marry.

Flee from sin as from a serpent that will bite you if you go near it
Sirach 21:2

Rule #8: AIM FOR A 2-YEAR COURTSHIP
Couples who have dated for more than 2 years score consistently higher on marital satisfaction. It lacks prudence for a woman to accept a marriage proposal from a man whom she's known for less than a year. If you're getting married for a lifetime, a few more months of waiting and discovering more about the other person will only help your discernment. Look beyond the roses and the romance to real virtues.

Ask yourself some other questions: Has the relationship led each of you closer to Christ? Can I see myself marrying this person? Would I like my children to grow up to be just like this person? Do I feel safe, honoured and respected around this person? Does this person bring out the best in me?

American sociologists find that divorce rates are lowest for those who marry for the first time at age 28 or later. Smart people don't assume that they are a special case to the general rule. Don't rush marriage because of the biological clock or because the baby's on the way.

A patient man will endure to the right moment and then joy will burst forth for him
Sirach 1:23

Monday, June 13, 2005

R. Kelly - "U Saved Me"

I was riding in my car one day
In the express lane rollin on the freeway
And suddenly the phone rings then I
Reached down beside me then i look
On the floor felt on the backseat
See I was drinking while I was driving
Never thinking bout what I was doing
I turned around and before i knew it
Here comes this truck now

Doctor said don't think he gonna make it
Family said make the funeral arrangements
Unplug the machine he's gone now
Then told my wife to be strong now
Then a small voice said told me
If you promise to stop drinking
I surrendered on that day
Now for ten years i've been straight

You saved me [4x]
Gave me a second chance
You saved me [3x]
You saved me

Now i've been sitting in this chair
Waiting on the phone to ring
Praying up to God that someone will call
Me with a job opening
Cause it's been so hard for me
Month to month struggling to eat
But still there was no answer
I stop believing in his word and
Got so mad at him and
When somebody said God's good
I just laugh at 'em

But in the nick of time his blessing
Rain on me
By his grace the phone ring
A lady said were hiring and
That's when I knew

You saved me [4x]

Now i was 18 out there on the block
Selling drugs
With a gun at my waist
And for people I had no love
See the streets was my home
Family and friends were all gone
Had no one to trust
And deep inside i was all alone
And a deal went bad one day
And it was enough to pause me
I was shot 4 times and before i
Knew it I was on my knees

Blood pushin out my body
My heart's beating faster don't know what i'm gonna do
I don't think i'm gonna last then
I begain to flash back on the things
I done in my past
Then I heard a small voice that said
I'll give you peace if you believe
I accepted Christ that day
Hallelujah now i'm free

You saved me [4x]

I was in the aisle of the grocery store
With a pain in my chest and I'm wondering
Where did it come from (I got tested)
And the results came back
And the doctor said i'm sorry but u got cancer
I could not beleive it so
I call my mama to calm my nerves

(mama) she got down on her knees
(mama) she said a prayer for me
(mama) just keep on thanking Jesus
(mama) he'll give you what you need
(thank you Jesus)
Now that was five years ago
I don't have that pain no more
Doc said you can go home
Cause all your cancer's gone

You saved me [4x]

You saved me (said you saved me)
You saved me (but you saved me)
You saved me saaaved me
Gave me a second chance (second chance)
Hallelujah saved me
Saved me saved me
Wooooooh You saved me

You gave me it was by grace You saved me
I'm so thankful that You looked down on me
Saw me standing there
I was at the end of my rope no where to go
And you gave me

No where to go (and you saved me)
I was down and out 2
I was doing drugs 2
I was running the streets 2
Never felt love
I was wilding out
You saved me
You stepped in ooh save me

You saved me

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Monday, June 06, 2005

My Short Story: "Damien's Story"

Disclaimer: The preceding story, including characters and situations, were completely fictional. Resemblance to any persons, dead or living, is purely coincidental.

Damien Fernandez could still remember that fateful Sunday afternoon 10 years ago on his eighteenth birthday. It was a simple yet fulfilling celebration. He had a scrumptious lunch with his family (his dad and mum; Mr. & Mrs. Fernandez and his sister; Danielle) and a chocolate fudge cake for dessert. After which his parents presented him a brand new red convertible as his birthday gift. Damien’s present was a Fiat Spider, a small but seductive car with curves sculpted at just the right places. He was elated and he beamed with excitement and joy. His sister however was not as enthusiastic as he was.

“Mama, it is unfair Damien gets a car but you refuse to allow me to use make-up and have my ears pierced!”

“Well Danielle you are only ten. I promise you will have all that once you are old enough.”

As usual Danielle does what she always does when she do not get what she wants. She sulks. Her brother on the other hand was grinning from ear to ear. Damien did not hesitate to take the car out for a spin around his residential area. Little did he know this would be his last time driving.

Damien relished every moment driving his new Fiat. Every turning was smooth even when he does corners. The engine was virtually silent and it was just him and the car. He felt liberated, he felt free – like a bird flying through the clouds. The caress of the wind on his face and on his hair felt like the soft touch of a hand. And the wind tickled his ears. Oh yes, Damien Fernandez was immersed in delectation.

Until… his cell phone rang.

Click!

“Hello, this is Damien speaking.”

“Hey Damien, this is Angela. Are you busy?”

Angela Wong. Damien knew her since high school and they have been going out for about 2 years now. A couple of days ago Angela had a disagreement with Damien when she mentioned she was considering to study abroad. Since then they have not spoken to each other.

“Oh baby it’s you. I am glad you called. Baby I am sorry for that silly argument we had. By the way, you sounded a little under the weather. Is everything alright?”

“Not really. I have something urgent to tell you.”

Damien grinned; he thought that this was one of Angela’s dramatic attempts to wish him ‘Happy Birthday’.

“What is it baby?”

“I don’t think we should be together anymore… But I hope we could still remain as good friends.”

“…”

“Hello. Damien…? You there? Hello?”

Click!

Damien fell silent, stopped his car to the roadside, put on his brake and ended the conversation with a simple push of a button. He was in tears but had no signs of visible emotion and his eyes were set upon this huge shady tree in the middle of the playground.

Damien locked his foot on the accelerator and the car gave a loud restrained roar, as if a lion in a cage. What happened next was unthinkable. He released the brake and the car charged forward towards the huge tree.

Just before the car hit the tree, there was an abrupt ear-piercing scream ensued by a deafening silence.

Damien’s world came to a crashing halt – literally. The scream did not belong to him. However it belonged to Danielle who at that time was resting under the tree after that scrumptious lunch. Danielle died on the spot. Her skull was crushed and her blood dyed her favourite emerald green dress crimson. As for Damien, he was much fortunate (or unfortunate, depends on how you look at it) and did not die as he planned to.

Although the death of his sister was purely an accident, Damien was convicted of reckless driving and sentenced to 10 years in prison. Needless to say Damien was suspended from driving for life. Ridden with guilt and shame, Damien refused to see any of his family or friends during visiting hours. Years passed and soon none of his family or friends came to visit him but they did send him letters which he never replied.

It has been 10 years since the accident and until now Damien could not forgive himself for that moment of rage. In spite of everything life has to go on and today Damien is on his way – home. But there is this restlessness stirring in him because he is unsure whether he would still be welcomed back home. So a week before his release he wrote a letter addressed to both of his parents:

Dear Papa and Mama,

I know it has been almost 10 years since you have heard from me but I would like you to know that I will be released in a week’s time. Papa, Mama I miss you both so much but I don’t know whether you would feel the same way. As a son I have not been filial and have never done my duties and I begged that you allow me to make it up to you in whatever way I can.

My heart is full of guilt, although it has been many years since Danielle’s death. Papa, Mama, please know that I am really sorry. I really am. I understand it’s hard for you to accept me, an ex-convict under your roof. So I ask that you give me a sign.

I will be taking the night bus home and it will pass by the house on the way to the station. If I remembered correctly, we used to have two lamps fixed on top of the pillars of our gate. Papa, Mama if you do not mind acknowledging me as your son please turn both of the lamps on and I will be at the gate to meet you. But if you do not want me as your son any longer then please do not bother to switch on either lamp. Don’t worry, I will find myself a decent job and a place to stay.

Love you always,

Damien.

As Damien recalled what he had wrote; streaks of tears flowed down his cheeks as he looked out of the bus window. It has been an hour since the bus begun its journey and Damien knew that in half an hour he will be either meeting his parents or go on his separate way.

The air-conditioning was working a little too well and it was nearly freezing, which was of no help to the already nervous Damien. All twenty two passengers were wrapped up in their sweaters, some resting their eyes, others SMS-ing while some read books. Damien was wearing his thick cotton sweater, a gift from his mother ten Christmases before. He got up looking a little shaky like a puppy left out in the cold and made his way to the front of the bus. He turned to face the rest of the passengers and cleared his throat for attention.

“Dear friends my name is Damien Fernandez and I am an ex-convict.”

At once all eyes and ears were on him. They were looking and listening attentively, as if this was a stick-up.

“I was sentence to 10 years in prison and now I am released to the society for good. I know that we do not know each other even remotely well but I would like to ask for a favour. ”

Still there was silence; the only sound one could hear apart from Damien’s shaky voice was the bus’ engine.

“Don’t worry, I promise it won’t cost you a thing. You see, I am on my way home but I am not sure whether my parents would still accept me. So I asked them for a sign which was to light up both lamps of the gate if they would like to welcome me. If not they could keep the lamps off to signal they would rather be without me.

I seek your help because I am afraid of the possibility that they might reject me. So please look out for my house, it’s the corner lot on your right along Jalan Riong and 57 is the house number. In about 10 minute’s time, you should be able to see it.

I will be at my seat covering my face with my two hands. Only if you see the lamps on, you are to come over to my seat and give me a tap on my shoulder. Otherwise, please leave me on my own to figure out how to deal with rejection. That’s all.

…Thank you.”

As he returned to his seat, they turned toward him, gave him a forced but genuine smile and a knowing look. Damien began to cover his face with both of his hands and laid his trust on his newly met acquaintances. All eyes (except Damien’s of course) were looking out the bus window in anticipation to catch the first glimpse of the house along the now (in)famous Jalan Riong. Damien knew it was anytime now and this will either make or break him.

The passengers gasped.

Upon hearing that, Damien’s heart sunk. His closed eyes started to tear like leaking faucets. But next he heard loud cheers composed of twenty three various voices (including the bus driver’s). The bus stopped moving. Damien was confused at this answer provided by his acquaintances. He just could not hide his curiosity any longer. He lifted his head and peered out the window.

He too gasped.

If he did not know better that it was still the month of January, Damien might have thought it was Christmas. No not that there was anything that resembled snow. Rather there were strings of multi-colored lights strung on power lines leading to the house of 57, Jalan Riong. As Damien’s eyes traced the path of the power lines, he saw not just two bright and glowing lamps atop gate pillars but a house which was lighted from top to bottom! Strings of Christmas-lights adorned the house from the rooftop to the pillars, even the windows and doors! It was a sight to behold!

But where are his parents? Damien got out of the bus and walked towards the open gate into the dimly lit garden. He stopped to his tracks. His mum and dad were standing at a distance smiling and waving bright orange glow sticks. In the midst of darkness, Damien saw more glow sticks warming up to a full glow. First it was 5. Then he saw 20. The numbers increased until all was illuminated.

There stood his mum and dad, aunts and uncles, cousins, best friends and school mates! Each and every one of them was smiling as they held on to their bright orange glow sticks.

Damien’s eyes welled up with tears and he broke down crying like a child who was lost and now found. He sat down on the moist carpet grass with his legs curled; he folded his hands and placed them on his knees in place of a shoulder to cry on. He wept.

A little while later, he sensed a shadow hovering above him and shortly after he felt an embrace, and immediately he recognized that familiar scent.

“Hush son. Papa is here. Don’t worry everything will be alright. I just want you to know that neither Mama nor I ever held a grudge against you. And I want you to remember this: that no matter what, you –

Damien Augustine Fernandez will always, always be my son.”


Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Corpus Christi Homily

by Father Simon Yong, SJ

Image hosted by Photobucket.comMany people find the Eucharist boring; some find it meaningless. Music is not good. Sermon is terribly long and not appropriate. It’s too hot here and it’s cooler in CKK. People in SFX action and not friendly. It’s a short list of reasons why the Eucharist can become a meaningless, boring routine. So, let me tell you a short story of what the Eucharist was for some people. It happened in WWII. We know many Jews died then but what is often not spoken of were the deaths of so many non-Jews, amongst whom were many priests. The Catholic Church was hated by the Nazis because the Church stood up against Nazism. For that many priests had to pay with their lives as they were sent to concentration camps. In the camps the celebration of the Eucharist was banned. Even then some of the priests in a camp conspired to celebrate the Eucharist. They all had to work and so they made sure that the cart they used to carry their goods always break down in front of a bakery. And from there they managed to obtain bread and they smuggled in wine. With that they could celebrate the Eucharist.

The Eucharist meant a lot to them. Why? First, they would be punished with death if caught. Second, they brought so much of themselves into the celebration. Third, the Eucharist was where they encounter Jesus truly present to them in the concrete reality of their lives.

The 3rd reason “Jesus truly present” is why we celebrate the Feast of Corpus Christi. It actually originated from St Thomas Aquinas himself. He lived in the Golden Age of the Mediaeval period: the High Middle Ages. So it’s not a feast that came out of “pure devotional-ism” but came from a period of the Church blessed by such intellectual giants such as St Thomas Aquinas and St Bonaventure . Thus, it is a feast to remind us what the Body and Blood of Christ truly IS to each one of us, in and outside the celebration of the Eucharist and the crux of the teaching of the Feast: God is truly present to us in forms of bread and wine. People may ask why if God exist he doesn’t show himself. The fact is God showed himself 2000 years ago—the chosen people simply rejected him. But Christians who have accepted him believed that when he left, he continues to show himself and be present with us in a very different way. The point is how do we accept his presence to us and with us?

JND Kelly, a Protestant historian in his book Early Christian Doctrines (p440) said that “the Eucharistic teaching, it should be understood at the beginning, was in general unquestioningly realist, i.e., the consecrated bread and wine were taken to be, and were treated and designated as, the Saviour’s body and blood”. Beginning with St Ignatius of Antioch he cites a range of Eastern and Western Fathers who took Jesus quite literally when He said: “This is my Body”.

And you can’t get anymore real than what you heard in the Gospel. The Jews rejected Jesus he said “eat my flesh that you may live”. And to prove it that he wasn’t misunderstood, Jesus did not run after those disciples who left him and said, “No, no, you misunderstood me”. Instead, he turned to the 12 and asked “You, would you go as well”? So, for a long time, all Christians accept that Jesus meant literally that the Bread is him, and it is life. “As I, who am sent by the living Father, myself draw life from the Father, so whoever eats me will draw life from me”.

But, somehow in the 16th century, things changed, the Protestants beginning with Zwingli began to have problems with the reality of Jesus’ presence to us. For most Protestants, the Eucharist is a “bare and naked sign” which we give meaning to by our understanding. It is what we think it to be. But that is not the Church’s constant teaching which is why this answer from a Protestant minister to a Catholic priest can only reinforce what we ourselves know and believe from the times of the Apostles. He said: “If I believed what you Catholics believe about the Eucharist, I wouldn’t simply kneel, I would fall flat on my face”.

Many Catholics have lived—and died or fallen flat on their faces—for this sacred reality: the Presence of Christ in forms of bread and wine. The first two reasons I gave for why the Eucharist meant so much to those concentration camp priests apply still to us. First, many of us will never be asked to lay down our lives to defend the Eucharist. This means that we defend the Eucharist another way: through our reverence. How many people really show reverence for the Eucharist we celebrate? Habitually talking, regularly coming late or leaving before final blessing, eating, drinking or chewing gums during entire mass, SMSing when Eucharist is going on, receiving communion with a palm that has 4-D on it or someone’s telephone number written on it and dressing improperly. Some people will get angry especially about the dressing improperly part and accuse me of being judgemental. Usual storylah: “God will judge the person’s heart and not the outside”. And the same goes to people who react when the announcement like “Communion is reserved for practising Catholics only” and say “how can so judgemental and so unfriendly”. The point is this: our reverence is not a subjective reference to what you are feeling before God. The Malays will say “Perasan”…so self-conceited. You think we’re talking about you? In reality we don’t actually care if a person wants to dress up like a tart or a couple fondles each other BUT just don’t do it HERE because HERE we must contend with an objective reality that has taken place: JESUS, OUR LORD AND GOD IS PRESENT HERE AND NOW. Our reverence therefore is rather an objective reference to the fact that the bread is no longer bread. Yes, it smells like bread, tastes like bread but in reality, in substance it is the Body of Christ our Lord and God. That is the fact which calls for our response. And reverence is the only appropriate response we can give. Reverence is the reason why people adore the body and blood during consecration at Eucharist and also why people pray before the tabernacle outside of Eucharist. Reverence is the reason why people laid down their lives for the Eucharist. St Paul himself teaches reverence because he said that “Whoever, therefore, eats the bread and drinks the cup of Lord in an unworthy manner will be guilty of profaning the body and blood of the Lord”.

Brothers and sisters, the first document of Vatican Council was on liturgy and it says that the Eucharist is the “source and summit of the Christian life,” When respect or reverence for the Eucharist diminishes, the other sacraments also decline. For RCIA, when a catechumen is baptised, he is confirmed and these two sacraments find the fulfilment in the Eucharist. The sacraments of Penance and Anointing of the Sick exist in order to restore a person to the Eucharistic table. Marriage is sign of the wedding banquet of the Lamb. And of course priesthood takes its meaning from the Eucharist. The drop in vocations can be tied directly to a decreased reverence for the Blessed Sacrament.

This is the year of the Eucharist. I believe the previous Holy Father is asking that we return to the source of our life Jesus in the Eucharist so that we may be nourished for firstly, fighting the good fight, to finish the race we have started and to keep the faith and secondly, so that we may all truly prepare for his coming and he comes to us when we die and he comes to us when He comes again in the final judgement.

All these bring me to the 2nd reason why the Eucharist meant so much for those priests in concentration camps. What have you brought to the Eucharist? Better still, whom did you bring into the Eucharist? You see, you can only bring the Eucharist away with you if you first bring yourself truly into the Eucharist.

This evening, some of our faith will be tested. Procession, monstrance and group of people following a clown carrying a piece of bread. Well, that is the Real Thing—the Body of Christ. But the 2nd Reading also says that we too are members of and we make up the Body of Christ. Therefore, it is appropriate that we want to be more and more authentically or TRULY the Body of Christ. That is why we eat the Body of Christ so that we can become the Body of Christ. And in the procession, it is the Mystical Body of Christ carrying the Real Body of Christ signifying our deepest longing to become more and more really the Body of Christ.

The Catholic Church may seem antiquated and quaint in her practices but really for those who love the Church, there’s a method to the madness called the Catholic Church. So, let us be proud of the immensity of this gift which God has given us: the gift of Himself.

29th May 2005

Thursday, May 26, 2005

The Blogger's Prayer 1.1

Something cool I've found on Pastor Sivin's blog. Enjoy! :)

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The Blogger's Prayer 1.1 by Andrew Jones (June, 2002)

Our Father
who lives above and beyond the dimension of the internet

Give us this day a life worth blogging,
The access to words and images that express our journey with passion and integrity,
And a secure connection to publish your daily mercies.
Your Kingdom come into new spaces today,
As we make known your mysteries,
Posting by posting,
Blog by blog.

Give this day,
The same ability to those less privileged,
Whose lives speak louder than ours,
Whose sacrifice is greater,
Whose stories will last longer.

Forgive us our sins,
For blog-rolling strangers and pretending they are friends,
For counting unique visitors but not noticing unique people,
For delighting in the thousands of hits but ignoring the ONE who returns,
For luring viewers but sending them away empty handed,
For updating daily but repenting weekly.

As we forgive those who trespass on our sites to appropriate our thoughts without reference,
Our images without approval,
Our ideas without linking back to us.

Lead us not into the temptation to sell out our congregation,
To see people as links and not as lives,
To make our blogs look better than our actual story.

But deliver us from the evil of pimping ourselves instead of pointing to you,
From turning our guests into consumers of someone else's products,
From infatuation over the toys of technology,
From idolatry over techology
From fame before our time has come.

For Yours is the power to guide the destinies behind the web logs,
To bring hurting people into the sanctuaries of our sites,
To give us the stickiness to follow you, no matter who is watching or reading.
Yours is the glory that makes people second look our sites and our lives,
Yours is the heavy ambience,

For ever and ever,
Amen

Friday, May 13, 2005

WoOooOooHooOoOoOoo!

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Omigoodness. Omigoodness. Omigoodness. After last year's disaster (as A.Ng puts it) finally this! I. am. just. so. overjoyed. Praise and thank God for this! I really really really hope I do qualify for a scholarship (at least a discount on the fees! hehe.). Pray for me guys! :D

Friday, April 29, 2005

Irish Examiner: Catholic liberals are facing some hard choices


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WHAT a surprise... it wasn’t a surprise. God’s Rottweiler has become God’s German Shepherd. The man who went in as Pope has come out as Pope.

Benedict is the only Pope who was wanted by believers and non-believers alike.

Believers wanted him because he would maintain ultra-conservative traditional family values and give those liberals a well deserved kicking. Non-believers wanted him for the exact same reason in the hope that he will scare the daylights out of moderates, make them leave the church in disgust and add to the growing numbers of non-believers.

The only people who didn’t want Cardinal Ratzinger were those wishy-washy Catholic liberals who were vainly hoping that somehow the next Pope would be a bit more flexible.

It is hard to fathom how Catholic liberals can be so ignorant of their own religion as to believe that the Vatican would allow what it sees as the moral deviance of women priests, divorce, homosexuality and contraception to become part of Catholic doctrine.

Catholic liberals delude themselves that their church is an inclusive democracy with beliefs that can be changed to suit whatever fad is currently in vogue.

If that were true, Catholicism would become nothing more than a fluffy pseudo religion, where everything was permitted and nothing prohibited. Liberals don’t want a proper religion. What they want is a non-judgemental, airy-fairy folk religion which has as much substance as a hot-air balloon.

Catholic liberals have prayed to their God for a liberal Pope, and their God gave them a conservative. Perhaps their God is telling them something. Perhaps they should listen and obey, or just go away.

Catholic liberals are an oxymoron, like environmentalists in favour of nuclear power, socialists in favour of privatisation or monarchists in favour of a republic. They claim to be Catholics and yet publicly disagree with every single one of the church’s moral teachings.

Jason FitzHarris
Rivervalley
Swords
Co Dublin

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Your Conscience and Mine

Image hosted by Photobucket.comOne of the special qualities about a human being is that we were all born with a conscience. This conscience enables us to know a right from a wrong and it is this which seperates us from other beasts of the animal kingdom. St. Paul calls the conscience, "the law (which was) written on (our) hearts" by none other than God Himself. For example: in most (if not all) countries, to kill another fellow human is a crime - notice this commonality shared by people worldwide despite the diferences in terms of culture and geographic locations. This shows that we have a common conscience given to us by the same God.

But since Sin came into the world through our first parents (i.e. Adam & Eve) our conscience was never the same. According to Titus "both ... minds and consciences are corrupted" Which was why we are now more inclined to sin. Do you remember who was the one who taught you to steal? Or the last time you took lessons on "how to lie"? No one taught us any of these but we did it anyway because of our inclination to sin due to a corrupted conscience. Therefore "...all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God" and "(if) we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves..."

We can all agree that crime calls for punishment and so does sin. The sin I am talking about covers from abortion to lying. One thing everyone should know about sin is that we can never atone for the sins we have done. There is no amount of good one can do to "balance off" sin, it just does not work that way. For the "...wages of sin is death". Can a death row prisoner get off the hook just by doing good deeds? By all means, no. We are all "prisoners on death row". That presents us a problem for "(nothing) impure will ever enter (heaven)", are we all doomed to Hell without a slightest chance to go to Heaven?

Fortunately not and thank God for that. Someone has already paid the price of sin. That someone was Jesus (fully Man and fully God), He "(gave) his life as a ransom for many" for the sake of our salvation. He died not just for mankind as a whole but also individually - for you and for me.

Say this prayer if you would like to take the first step towards receiving the gift of salvation Jesus won for you,

"Lord Jesus, I need You. Thank You for dying on the cross for my sins. I open the door of my life and receive You as my Savior and Lord. Thank You for forgiving my sins and giving me eternal life. Take control of the throne of my life. Make me the kind of person You want me to be."

If you have said this prayer, Congratulations! I would like to invite you to participate in the Rite of Christian Initiation for Adults (RCIA) to learn more about the Catholic Christian faith as well as to be on your way to be a full-fledged baptised Catholic Christian by Easter 2006. For more information on this please email me.

And for those who have yet to make your decision, please feel free to email me if you have any questions regarding the Faith. I promise I will do my best in answering your questions. :) Last but not least my all time favourite quote by Jesus...

“I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me"

Amen.

Thursday, April 21, 2005

The End of the World

Recently I have been receiving more hits than usual because of the post I made two days ago on the Prophecy of St. Malachy. So I would like to address this issue on the End Times (i.e. end of the world) in greater detail from the Catholic perspective.

Image hosted by Photobucket.comFor the Church the Prophecy of St. Malachy is categorize as a private revelation; which role is not to "...improve or complete Christ's definitive Revelation, but to help live more fully in a certain period of history." (CCC 67) In other words, "(w)hen the Church approves private revelations, she declares only that there is nothing in them contrary faith or good morals, and that they may be read without danger or even with profit; no obligation is thereby imposed on the faithful to believe them."

[Note: the CCC refers to the "Cathechism of the Catholic Church", which is an official exposition of the Catholic faith]

The fact that the Prophecy of St. Malachy is related to and approved by the Catholic Church (as a private revelation) is what makes it interesting. As most know, Catholics are not known for preaching the End Times (i.e. the Second Coming of Christ). But recently there has been more and more buzz among the Catholic faithful regarding the topic of St. Malachy's Prophecy, which goes to show that the topic of End Times is no longer a topic to be ignored rather it is a topic which should be addressed urgently.

According to CCC 680-682:

Christ the Lord already reigns through the Church, but all the things of this world are not yet subjected to him. The triumph of Christ's kingdom will not come about without one last assault by the powers of evil.

On Judgment Day at the end of the world, Christ will come in glory to achieve the definitive triumph of good over evil which, like the wheat and the tares, have grown up together in the course of history.

When he comes at the end of time to judge the living and the dead, the glorious Christ will reveal the secret disposition of hearts and will render to each man according to his works and according to his acceptance or refusal of grace.

Finally to quote St. Paul in his 1st Letter to the Thessalonians (5:1-3, NLT):

"I really don't need to write to you about how and when all this will happen, dear brothers and sisters. For you know quite well that the day of the Lord will come unexpectedly, like a thief in the night. When people are saying, "All is well; everything is peaceful and secure," then disaster will fall upon them as suddenly as a woman's birth pains begin when her child is about to be born. And there will be no escape."

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Pope Benedict XVI

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"Dear brothers and sisters, after the great Pope John Paul II, the cardinals have elected me — a simple, humble worker in the vineyard of the Lord... The fact that the Lord can work and act even with insufficient means consoles me, and above all I entrust myself to your prayers... I entrust myself to your prayers."
- Pope Benedict XVI, first public speech (19 April 2005)

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

The Prophecy of St. Malachy

The Prophecy of St. Malachy is not a very popular one due to it's end times nature.

St. Malachy (Maelmhaedhoc O’Morgair 1094 - Nov. 2, 1148) was the appointed Archbishop of Armagh, who was attributed several miracles and of having a vision with the identity of the last ten Popes in the Vatican. He was canonized by Pope Clement III, on 6 July 1199.
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Image hosted by Photobucket.comThe prophecy is also known as the Prophecy of the Popes which "is a list of 112 short Latin phrases purported to describe each of the Roman Catholic popes..., beginning with Pope Celestine II (elected in 1143) and concluding with a future pope described in the prophecy as "Peter the Roman," whose pontificate will end in the destruction of the city of Rome and the Last Judgment." (Wikipedia.com) All of which came true including the latest one which was Pope John Paul II's reign.

According to the list, Pope John Paul II was the 110th pope (i.e. 3rd last pope of the list) and now that he is dead, apparently we are left with 2 more popes before the coming of Christ (although there might be many popes in between these 2 popes as the prophecy merely says that "Peter the Roman" is to be the last pope). So who will be the next pope? No one knows. Because prophecies being prophecies are not explicit and one can only see in hindsight. But we do have a clue, the next pope will fulfill the prophecy of "Gloria olivæ" (which means the "glory of the olive") What does this prophecy mean? ... I am not sure.

But there is one thing which I am sure of that is, Christ's coming is very - very near.

Thursday, April 14, 2005

Our Beautiful Letdown

Image hosted by Photobucket.comAs I reflect on the topic of pain and suffering. I have come to realised that the reason we feel suffering and pain is simply because God built us this way. [OK, I am not finish yet.] Not to torture us, but as a reminder to all of us that we do not belong in this world but in the world that is to come. Just as how your body rejects food that is not compatible to your system, the world gives us pain and suffering simply because we do not belong here! :D

Anyway I think Switchfoot's The Beautiful Letdown, sums it best. (Psst... it's available on my radio.blog! ;))
The Beautiful Letdown

It was a beautiful letdown
When I crashed and burned
When I found myself alone, unknown and hurt
It was a beautiful letdown
The day I knew,
That all the riches this world had to offer me will never do.

In a world full of bitter pain,
and bitter doubts,
I was trying so hard to fit in,
Fit in, until I found out

I don't belong here (I don't belong)
I don't belong here (I don't belong)
I will carry a cross and a song
Where I don't belong
I don't belong

It was a beautiful letdown
When you found me here
Yeah, for once in a rare blue moon
I see everything clear
I'll be a beautiful letdown
That's what I'll forever be
And though it may cost my soul
I'll sing for free

We're still chasing our tails
In the rising sun
In our dark water planet still spinning
In a direction no one wins
No one's won.

See, I don't belong here (I don't belong)
Well, I don't belong here, I don't belong
I will carry a cross
With a song where I don't belong
I don't belong
I don't belong here (I don't belong)
No, I don't belong here, I don't belong
I'm gonna set side
And set sail
For the kingdom come, kingdom come
Your kingdom come
Won't you let me down, yeah
Let my foolish pride forever let me down

Ah, Easy living, you're not much like the name
Easy dying, you look just about the same
Would you please take me off your list
Easy living please c'mon and let me down

We are a beautiful letdown
Painfully uncool
The church of the dropouts
The losers, the sinners, the failures, and the fools
What a beautiful letdown
Are we salt in the wound
Hey, let us sing one true tune

I don't belong here (I don't belong)
It feels like I don't belong here, yeah
It goes like I don't belong here
I don't belong (I don't belong)
Won't you let me down (I don't belong)
C'mon and let me down (I don't belong)
You always let me down (I don't belong)
So glad that I'm let down (I don't belong)
C'mon and let me down (I don't belong)
Cuz I don't belong here
Won't you let me down!

(c) Switchfoot, The Beautiful Letdown (2003)